Five biggest lies I've ever told my bestfriend

JUST FOR THIS WEEK >:) Sorry about it.

1. I don't like *tooooot* but I actually did. HIHI
   
2. I'm fine. I'm really fine.
3. I'm trying to stop myself on falling ( but I keep on communicating to that guy.)
4. I'm really happy for him having a new girlfriend.
5. I'm not in the mood to wander around the malls.

Live to Dance

I miss dancing. I don't know what's with me that when it's time for me to dance I never felt so nervous but what it keeps my heart beats so fast is the feeling of excitement. I learned a lot of things in dancing. Maybe others will think that I'm really a fast learner but honestly, I'm not. Guess what? I've been hit by my dance instructor's slippers while on one of my rehearsals, I've been also punished to do push ups 20 times even though I don't know how to and even told by my teacher that I'm so lame when I dance. But all these punishments and struggles that I've been serve as one of the elements that helped to become a good one right now. A dancer of life.

I want you

I want you to fall for me so hard, that you become scared to lose me. I want you to dwell in my existence; where a day without me would feel incomplete. I want you to fall as hard for me, as I'll fall for you. I want you to remember me always, and I want you to chase after me when I push you away. I want you to pull me back when I'm trying to leave. I want to feel the reflexes of my own words. I want you to keep me grounded when I've done wrong. I want you to be relentless. I don't want any constrictions in my chest, but the bones that shapes our interest. I want you to fall so hard for me, that you realize you've never even felt this way about someone before. I actually want to be the girl you end up with. It's like half of me wants to be with you, and my other half wants me to get over you. I guess I'll always have that something for you.

Another New Year's Resolution

I hate it when my dream is ruined by waking up. Especially if that dream is what I liked the most. And when I force myself to sleep again. I can't. This is so an *UGH* and *PSHHH* moment for me. But what can I do? Nothing right? I really don't get it why dreams does not continue. If I'll have random dreams I keep on complaining. Maybe this is one attitude that I should eliminate to myself for the new year. Tsss, another new year's resolution " NOT TO COMPLAIN ".

Unplanned

This day is so unplanned. Yes, really it's so unplanned.

Unplanned not to attend the Aguinaldo mass. Unplanned not to attend our advent Retreat. Unplanned to have a day with my old friends. Unplanned to ask my mom if I can go to my friend's birthday party. Unplanned to see my ex-crush with her new girlfriend. Unplanned to buy a gift for someone. Unplanned not to text a person. Unplanned to know a new relationship that was revealed. Unplanned to have a sleepover @ Carm's house. Finally, unplanned to stay this late again. What a good start of my Christmas break. Oh yeah.

Moving On

Our favorites are so a like
Even though our hearts are not meant to spike.
I don't know what you did to me
Because I found myself falling for thee.

This time I think of you

And only you, my boo.
'Cuz you're like a fever
That I can't honestly get over.

I still want you so bad
And that's the reason why I'm so mad.
I know this is just one of my questions
But why YOU? And not the other persons.

All I need to do is to face the reality
That we're not meant to be and never will be.
All I need to do is to forget
And I hope I will never regret.

Call it HD

The topic of every thing I say, every thought that fills my mind each day is all about and revolves around you. Your face, your smile and the things you do.

My friends often question this infatuation of mine.
Honestly, I don't give a damn since to me, it's fine because I love it when I think of you.
It transports em to a place magical and new.

But there are times when I lie awake at night. I'd myself wishing you know and wouldn't get a fright. Yet I'm afraid, that once you know , you'd break my heart.
Burn me, crush me and tear me apart.

So I'll just keep this love hidden at the back. Even if it smothers me, and turns me black.
As long as it saves me from being the laughing stock, I'll keep my mouth and heart shut and locked.

CHRIG :D

It's our Trig Class.
We're all sitting & waiting for the time to pass.
Sofia and Gail are with me.
We answered our activity and we're three!

As Cathly sang the Cuppy Cake Song.
All of us sang together along.
There is no time to hover.
Cuz' Trig is over.

Hello Miss Rajhni!
Our Chem class is going to be hippy.
We told her, we loved her.
She answered back " I love you more".

17 Things About My Vivacious Pal

She is simple.
She is sweet.
She is pretty.
She is smart.
She is patient.
She is God- fearing.
She is a great dancer.
She is understanding.
She is compassionate.
She is always willing to lend a helping hand.
She accepts you for who you are.
She is my recess-mate,lunch-mate & classmate.
She loves numbers 3 & 17.
She loves Spongebob.
She loves to laugh.
She loves the color Yellow.
She is who she is and she's my best friend.

ELMORIFIC

Sunday was supposed to be a family day right? But I don't know why I kept on stealing my lunch time just to watch this teenage guy. I would jump at the sofa, stop eating my lunch, giggling, shuting up and lastly I would usually be right infront the television. Mesmerized is the word I would call it. Even though I'm so mad my feelings can change into something opposite if this teenage guy shows up.

Last time he went here in Iloilo for a mall show. Fortunately, my friends were able to meet him and even took a picture with him. After my friends told me about this I was like crying in the mall exactly infront of the Brownies Store. All of them were already laughing at me when we heard the crowd shouting and when I looked up at the stairs right infront of me the teenage guy that I would usaully daydreamed of was smiling and waving his hand at me. Ofcourse, not just to me but to all his fans. I shouted like I just shouted for the first time. I became hyper and enthusiastic that time. Seeing him was like seeing my future husband. It maybe sounds weird but nobody cares it's just one of my wildest dreams.

I've been tweeting at him for almost 4 months but still no @superelmo's reply for me but after tweeting to her sister his sister RT and replied at me. Gee!That night I was so happy and just can't believed it. Now I'm writing this composition of mine for him. Just a flash of his face on my mind I found myself typing so fast this stuff. I know I'm just one of the million girls stalking him and admired him.No one can stop me falling for this addicting person. Terrific! :D

Puppet Splash

Walking back and forth in every free time.

Ate my lunch,classroom hopping, and playing with my dime.
I did all these things just to chill myself around.
Almost 2 in the afternoon when I heard a sound.
Then I suddenly remembered that there will be a Puppet Show.
Heading to the locker so slow.
For the reason that I don't find the puppet show interesting.
But still no choice, I entered the hall and saw my friends shouting.
Telling me to seat with them and so I did.
I kept quiet for a couple of minutes because I think this is what I need.
Then the show started and saw the little ones in front of the high school stud so happy.
A boy puppet captured my eye and I started to laugh because it was so funny.
A little Puppet on a string,that is all you'll ever see.
I smile and pretend,but I found myself so jolly .
At least this little puppet on a string.
Made me relaxed and learned something.
After the show I realized it's the "Bwan ng Wika".
That's why this puppet show was shown to us.
It reminded me of the 10 letter word, Nationalism.
I love you more, Philippines.

Searching Saturday

I went home lunch time.
My phone only got 1 bar left.
Fudge!It's brownout but still I decided to go.
My two friends that supposedly my companion to
watch the movie were not able to come.Come on!
After I got in the mall I tried to spot some girls that I can go with.
Unfortunately,I saw no one at all.
I went up to the 3rd floor and saw a looooong line from
the ticket booth until the escalator.
I started to walk back and forth and keep on checking my watch.
While standing alone in front of the Cinema 4 and disguising that
I'm waiting for someone, a girl pulled my shoulders and while I'm turning my back
I heard her saying "Hey Ste,wanna go with us to watch Eclipse?"
I nodded and showed them a big happy smile.Oh yeah!
Finally, I got the ticket and my COMPANIONS.
I left my phone to the txt terminal to charged it and run over.
Now, time to enter the cinema 4.
Thanks to Roch,April and Gale.


Weekends don't count unless you spend them doing
something completely pointless. :)))))

Got something for my first post?!

Normal Girl by Ruby Coll

Shy Girl Wont show her face,
Sexy girl dressed in lace,
Sad girl she'll blow her sorrow
Attractive Girl, The guys will follow
Bully Girl She Is a sin
Weak Girl, She will not Win
Lonely Girl All on her own
Chatty Girl On the Phone
Suicide Girl, she wont be here tomorrow
Emo Girl, With a heart that's Hollow
Scared Girl No Where to Hide
Naughty Girl The one that Lied
Adventurous girl, who's out and about
Victim Girl, who wont go out
Psycho girl she fell Off the Swing
Slutty Girl, who had the one night Fling
Depressed Girl so empty inside
Lazy Girl The one that Sighed

Normal Girl Maybe Tomorrow..

All of us girls have different personalities.
We maybe the adventurous,naughty,slutty girl in town.
But for me being a girl is of one the biggest opportunity. :))