Five biggest lies I've ever told my bestfriend

JUST FOR THIS WEEK >:) Sorry about it.

1. I don't like *tooooot* but I actually did. HIHI
   
2. I'm fine. I'm really fine.
3. I'm trying to stop myself on falling ( but I keep on communicating to that guy.)
4. I'm really happy for him having a new girlfriend.
5. I'm not in the mood to wander around the malls.

Live to Dance

I miss dancing. I don't know what's with me that when it's time for me to dance I never felt so nervous but what it keeps my heart beats so fast is the feeling of excitement. I learned a lot of things in dancing. Maybe others will think that I'm really a fast learner but honestly, I'm not. Guess what? I've been hit by my dance instructor's slippers while on one of my rehearsals, I've been also punished to do push ups 20 times even though I don't know how to and even told by my teacher that I'm so lame when I dance. But all these punishments and struggles that I've been serve as one of the elements that helped to become a good one right now. A dancer of life.

I want you

I want you to fall for me so hard, that you become scared to lose me. I want you to dwell in my existence; where a day without me would feel incomplete. I want you to fall as hard for me, as I'll fall for you. I want you to remember me always, and I want you to chase after me when I push you away. I want you to pull me back when I'm trying to leave. I want to feel the reflexes of my own words. I want you to keep me grounded when I've done wrong. I want you to be relentless. I don't want any constrictions in my chest, but the bones that shapes our interest. I want you to fall so hard for me, that you realize you've never even felt this way about someone before. I actually want to be the girl you end up with. It's like half of me wants to be with you, and my other half wants me to get over you. I guess I'll always have that something for you.

Another New Year's Resolution

I hate it when my dream is ruined by waking up. Especially if that dream is what I liked the most. And when I force myself to sleep again. I can't. This is so an *UGH* and *PSHHH* moment for me. But what can I do? Nothing right? I really don't get it why dreams does not continue. If I'll have random dreams I keep on complaining. Maybe this is one attitude that I should eliminate to myself for the new year. Tsss, another new year's resolution " NOT TO COMPLAIN ".

Unplanned

This day is so unplanned. Yes, really it's so unplanned.

Unplanned not to attend the Aguinaldo mass. Unplanned not to attend our advent Retreat. Unplanned to have a day with my old friends. Unplanned to ask my mom if I can go to my friend's birthday party. Unplanned to see my ex-crush with her new girlfriend. Unplanned to buy a gift for someone. Unplanned not to text a person. Unplanned to know a new relationship that was revealed. Unplanned to have a sleepover @ Carm's house. Finally, unplanned to stay this late again. What a good start of my Christmas break. Oh yeah.

Moving On

Our favorites are so a like
Even though our hearts are not meant to spike.
I don't know what you did to me
Because I found myself falling for thee.

This time I think of you

And only you, my boo.
'Cuz you're like a fever
That I can't honestly get over.

I still want you so bad
And that's the reason why I'm so mad.
I know this is just one of my questions
But why YOU? And not the other persons.

All I need to do is to face the reality
That we're not meant to be and never will be.
All I need to do is to forget
And I hope I will never regret.